Posted by Anonymous on 2013/02/01 under Uncategorized IIs suicide the only answer? I got beat up on 1/30/13 I’m embarrassed, depressed, and much more. I wish i could die accidentally. I just don’t know how much more i can take. I suck at making friends. I feeel so useless most times. I would rather be in a psycho house right now and be knocked out on morphine.
I felt the same way. But I guess…what you’re asking is why you are living this kind of devastation in your life. Suicide is NEVER the answer. There is always an answer to why you are made and what’s the purpose. Everyone is made for a purpose. I believe that there is a PURPOSE for you living here today. Did you know that there is someone out there that you don’t even know about that believes you are special through his eyes?? He is the reason why you are alive. And you best believe there is a God. I know that because I have dealt something similar to your situation. And i’ve gotten through it by a simple prayer and become a Christian. I know now how it feels o be loved and be cared for because he loves you and me. And he is the truth and the life. He can help you get through this. I shall pray for you man. But just know… THERE IS AN ANSWER FOR EVERYTHING. You just need to open your mind and heart. 🙂
Please take a step back, and try to see that suicide is not the answer. You are human, you are feeling terrible in this point in your life. Sometimes, all it takes is changing how you look at things. Whoever beat you up, they are the ones who are completely wrong. They may be unhappy with themselves or uncomfortable with themselves so they take it out on you. you are strong for coming here and writing on here. My message to you, is stay positive. IT GETS BETTER. Find things in life to do that you enjoy. Making friends is hard, trust me, I know. But if you learn to love yourself, people will see that and making friends can get easier. Take it one step at a time. Do fun things, watch a good movie, read a book. Eat your favorite food, sometimes little things in life make those big problems less heavy.